Lately, I've been scared of falling in love. I don't want to waste time with the wrong person. I don't want to give all I've got to find it all thrown away. I understand that all guys aren't the same, but we'll see if someone can prove that to me and sweep me off my feet.
I'm honestly not looking for a relationship right now or willing to settle down. If someone came along and changed everything, maybe- but right now, I'm just doing me.
I did awesome my first semester of college then fell apart during my second semester. I'm not only embarrassed of myself, but disappointed. I made a promise to myself to focus on what's important. I could care less in high school and I never want to gain that mentality ever again, especially now that I'm in college.
Besides gaining focus of what is important, I've recognized things that make me really happy..
- Conversations with Rob
-He understands me better than most. I can always count on him and love hearing his opinion. - Glee!
-It's my new addiction. I mean c'mon.. Hello Finn & Noah! I secretly wish my life was a musical. - Slurpees
-I've been drinking at least two a day with my official diagnosis of bronchitis. - Notes on my receipts when I waitress
-It's encouraging. It's the little things that make me happy. - Neon shorts
-Enough said. - All my new friends at Scramblers
-Regardless of random kitchen melt-downs, we are a family and family sticks together. - The colors: purple & blue
-I'm obsessed with them! They're cool colors and I just enjoy them. Don't judge me! :) - Red Hair
-I'm sticking with it this time. I don't know why I even changed it. - Blue Eyes
-I'm a sucker for boys with blue eyes. - Second Chances
-You individuals know who you are. Please don't make me regret it! - Sam & Evan
-Ev left for the Army and Sam has been his biggest fan. I want a love like theirs. - Gummy Worms
-My brother just bought me some & I'm stuffing my face. Get over it.
Spring classes, Kalahari, The Avengers, Alexa's play and the Mother/Daughter banquet are all this month!
