Saturday, November 26, 2011

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?

I just wanted to mention how much I admire strong couples and their beautiful, relationships and most importantly- trust & love. I look at young women like Allyce and see her still head over heels for a man- her husband, miles & miles away fighting for our country, regardless of living a few days or even months without him. I see Casey counting down the days, but still having the time of her life. I swear time flew by & that boy was back to holding her for a week or two. Not once had Casey ever doubted her relationship, not once had Allyce complained. I see high school sweet-hearts like Becca & Miles and Chelsea & Justin, who are still young & going strong. Then there's high school sweet-hearts like Carla & Colin who have been together for years and are getting married so soon, it's crazy- the good kind of crazy.

There's so many people who throw "I love you" around like it's a mass text, so many people who throw it all away, so many people who forget what love is really about. Whenever I forget, I think about the couples who I mentioned and how imperfect their relationship is, but how perfect their love is. It's real and I wish people would open their eyes to see that & take notes. I know I have. I won't deny that at all.

Love is...
-putting the other person before yourself
-wanting the person to be happy, regardless of your own happiness
-patient; always waiting and taking time, never rushing
-being yourself; not hiding anything
-trusting the other person to not break your heart
-loyal; your his one and only- there are no doubts
-silly; being able to laugh together at everything and even each other
-work; always willing to fix the problems at hand without leaving each other
-communication; openness & having no secrets
-happiness; the smile that will never wipe off your face
-beautiful; like the stars and the moon, nothing is more beautiful than being in love
-falling in love with each other over and over again, every day
-looking past someone's imperfections and still wanting to be with them
-fearless; no doubts, no regrets, just diving in head first to whatever is throw your way
-encouraging; always lifting the other person up
-funny; no matter what mood- you can make them laugh & even laugh at yourself
-thrilling; even if you're just holding hands
-confident; always believing in the other person
-strength; you'd rather fight with that certain someone than kiss someone else
-romantic; being head over heels every time you kiss
-willing; if you don't want to do something- you'll do it anyway for that certain someone
-forgiving; continuing to love them even if they hurt you

The list goes on & on, I just wanted to write this blog because I want people to know that there is hope, there is a fairy-tale love out there and that there is a certain someone out there for you. Don't settle for less than you deserve.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

One of the highlights of my year.

I experienced my first VIP Concert with Theory of a Deadman & my sissy! :)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

You're running with the fastest girl in town.

Do you tend to speed when you drive?
When it's just me, yes.

Does your temper flare a lot?
Not really.. I don't have a temper, I just get sassy.

Do you get emotional easily?
Yes, I'm an emotional person. I'm not afraid to show how I feel.

Which shoe goes on first?
Left.

Are you lazy?
Not at all. I just procrastinate more than I should.

Name one thing you do that people always tell you about:
Play with my nose ring or my lip ring, haha. :)

Are you superstitious?
Nah, I think that's silly.

Do you get bored with relationships quickly?
No, that's clearly a guy thing.

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
Absolutely not.

What do you sleep in?
Jammies! Sweats & a tee.

YOUR ABCs

A – is for the last person that made you ANGRY:
Whoever disrespected my parents.

B – is for BEER you prefer:
I don't like beer.

C – is for do you have a CAT?
Two of them, actually.

D – is for can you DANCE?
Of course!

E – is for do you have your EARS pierced?
Five times in each ear, yes.

F – is for your best FRIEND?
Ashley, Brianna & Sam. :)

G – is for did you ever watch GUTS on Nickelodeon?
Almost every morning! I loved that show.

H – is for the last person who HUGGED you?
Shane. :)

I – is for close your eyes.. what IMAGE do you see?
Shane, seeing as I was just thinking of him.

J – is for have you ever been to JAIL?
No.

K – is for when is the last time you flew a KITE?
When I was probably four.

L – is for your first LOVE:
Zachary, but Tommy deserves more credit than Zach.

M – is for the last piece of MAIL you got?
A letter & coloring page from Patricia!

N – is for do you remember NERF guns?
Yes! Buy me one. :)

O – is for do you OWN a car?
No, but I share one with my momma.

P – is for your favorite PAST-TIME?
Disneyworld, senior trip & senior year.

Q – is for do you like peace & QUIET?
No, honestly.

R – is for do you like the color RED?
Yes! As long as it's not blood.

S – is for how many hours of SLEEP you need to function?:
To be an extremely happy camper? 9, but I'll settle for 7 or 8.

T – is for what TIME is it?
9:37pm

U – is for what is UNDER your bed?
Another bed.

V – is for what you did last VALENTINE’S day:
Spent it with Tommy.

W – is for do you drink a lot of WATER?
Yes, I really do.

X – is for have you ever had an X-RAY?
On my finger & rib cage.. good times!

Y – is for the last person you YELLED at?
My mom because she couldn't hear over my music.

Z – is for have you ever watched ZORRO?
I don't think so.

RANDOM

Who do you wish you could hang out with right now?
I was suppose to hangout with Ryan, but our plans got screwed.

Name one thing you absolutely cannot stand:
Rude people.

Where do you spend most of your time?
With either Ashley, Brianna or Sam.

Have you ever hit a squirrel when you were driving?
No! I would never forgive myself.

Did your car ever break down?
Yup! On the way home from Central.

What is the longest amount of time you’ve been awake?
24 hours.

What would you do if you found out the world was ending in one week?
I wouldn't believe it.

Do scary movies make you paranoid when you watch them alone?
I never watch a scary movie by myself. That's just stupid.

Name one thing you’ve lied about recently.
I lied about going to church last week. I really didn't go because I missed my alarm!

What is the worst movie you’ve ever seen?
Dear John.

Who was the first person to ever give you flowers?
EVER?! My daddy. :)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

This is for Great Grandma, Jess, Jeff, & Timmy.

All the empty disappears.
I remember why I'm here.
Just surrender and believe.
I fall down on my knees.

Oh, hello world..

























Life is so fragile & there's so much beauty in everything,
but not everyone has the courage to open their eyes.
Life is beautiful, even when it rains.